I want to die he doesn't want me he wants fantasy whores he can have them let me go too much pain unwanted undesired unloved love sucks the blood from your heart I'm real I'm warm I'm alive but he wants a cold dead jpg I want to be cold and dead maybe then he'll want me because I too will be unattainable rather than the only real live amateur he can get I wish he loved me but I can't compete with airbrushed perfection I'm going I'm going I'm gone
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I love you and I'll miss you but it hurts too much.