ok i know i am only 16 but i fell in love when i was 15 to a guy name chad...... we met at a football game i went on the wrong side to meet guys and i sure met the best guy in the world ....he was perfect blue eyes brown hair not too tall and he had the best personality!!! well we talked and stuff and then he asked for my number so...i told my friend to give it to him because iw as scared no guy has ever wanted my number before and i was kinda shy too....well he wasnt goin to call me thats what he said but i really wanted to talk to him he was hot so...i called my friend who kinda knew him so...she called him and he called me so...we talked and we founded out we had a bunch in command so....we started to date and stuff but we didnt see much of each other we went to the movies and bowling! bowling was the day of our first kiss i wonder if he even remembers that!! well anyways we were happy but we broke up and started going out june 1st but i didnt know i loved him until i cheated on him and kissed 2 other guys i didnt think i would get caught but i did and i messed up so...well then july 24th the best day of my life happened i lost my V to him and i knew i loved him and stuff but right after that he founded out but the cheating and i guess he couldnt trust me again so...i lost him for the 2nd time and that was in sept to oct. now its march and i am diein with out him he was my life, my world, and the only person i could say anything too.....he was the best thing that has ever came into my life and i regret ever losin him.....my best friend still thinks he loves me deep inside but i dunno i really want to tell him how much i love him and stuff but i really dont know what i would get in return from him but anyways i want him back in my life he was my first love and i will always love him we did so...much stuff alike and we also did the cutest things together and stuff well if you can tell me how to tell him how much i want him plz....e-mail i will love it ok well i guess thats it i LOVE you CHAD
this story is too chad you know you made my world turn and my life the brightest i want you back and i would do anything to get you to love me back i love you with all my heart love always caitlin
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