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Love Story #1838
Love hurts. 2
by shorty
I wrote on here before..about Brandon and how I met him...remember? Well if not..you can go find my story....thanx....well this is kinda like chapter 2 except that this is a real letter to ask for him to be back to my side......Hey baby...I am finally gonna write, well type to u, coz mah hands seriously hurt from too many exams, I had a math and History exam today.....math was good but i fell asleep in history!!!! :-( !!
So how are you? Im still really upset, sorry to tell you that.
But hey, I wanted u to read these lyrics....and if i ever have the chance to see u in person, I wud sing it to you.....
Close your eyes
Give me your hand, darling
Do you feel my heart beating
Do you understand
Do you feel the same
Or am I only dreaming
Is this burning, an eternal flame
I believe
It's meant to be, darling
I watch you when you are sleeping
You belong with me
Do you feel the same
Or am I only dreaming
But is this burning, an eternal flame?
Man, I suck so much. I went to McDonalds for brekkie this morning with Mandi n this guy called Thomas, a song came up.....and yea...me..... *sniff sniff* ended up crying......rite before my math exam. Im so unhappy Brandon. Cindy and Serena keep tellin me that Im neva gona get u back and hearing it really really makes me sad. I can't bear the thought of loosing you and never getting you back. I told Thomas and Mandi this morning that if I dont get u back, Ima kill myself. And they sed....ok leave the money for us. and I was like nigga wot....thanx fo being mah friend! I was gutted, but then what did I expect, for them to beg me not to die! Seriously, I hate me.
Maybe I am too young for you as u kinda sed. Im sorry I hurt you once. Im sorry about everything-In some way if it makes u feel better then im sorry we met on the first day of this year; 01.01.02. ya fave number 112. I caused so much damage to you and me....and I know I have to respect that you have feelings too and I'm sorry I was "Bitchy" to you.....theres just so much anger in me and frustration coz I cant seem to get u back. I remember when we first met in Shatin, by the Daily stop, me and jane were kinda like upstairs waiting for you...then we saw u and Bummer K, and then I was like "Shit he's well nice." haha...and Jane was like "yea yea go and see him now" and I was shitting myself! And then u complimented on how I looked............man........I love you! I want you to see these lyrics .... maybe ure agged about seeing so many lyrics but...well...Im me and u fell in love with that....
What can I do to make you love me?
What can I do to make you care?
What can I say to make you feel this?
What can I do to get you there?
You sed to me once, in a letter, the first letter you wrote me that, "I think I would do whatever it takes to be w/you..." Brandon, I guessed I believed in that...I believed in us. Im sorry I hurt you in the past. I hurt u then.... but now im hurting...so much. My heart seriously hurts coz ure not with me no more. But I seriously cant do anything then say sorry......
sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry ......
what more can I say or do Brandon.........
This is who i in someway felt..about u..us..the relationship.......
Maybe it's intuition
But some things you just don't question
Like in your eyes
I see my future in an instant
And there it goes
I think I've found my best friends
I know that it might sound more than a little crazy
But I believe
I knew I loved you before I met you
I think I dreamed you into life
I knew I loved you before I met you
I have been waiting all my life
I can honestly say that when I met you, you became not only the love of my life but my best friend too. You believed in me and u were always there for me....you loved me so much then....why don't u love me so much now? Oh man, Im draggin on yea? Yea. U hate me. I know. Dammit!
Out of all the boys, you're not like the others
From the very first day, I knew we'd be lovers...
Do you remember them lyrics...? I do. Its from the 2 in a million song, remember I used to say that about us? I remember. Ima always remember. Coz since we broke up.....the love for u hasnt gone...it mite have died down ...but it was still there and I know for sure that it's never gonna go...whether im on this earth or not. Brandon, you're still the one Ima love , then, now and forever...can u even imagine this......
Looks like we made it
Look how far we've come my baby
We mighta took the long way
We knew we'd get there someday
They said, "I bet they'll never make it"
But just look at us holding on
We're still together still going strong
(You're still the one)
You're still the one I run to
The one that I belong to
You're still the one I want for life
(You're still the one)
You're still the one that I love
The only one I dream of
You're still the one I kiss good night
Ain't nothin' better
We beat the odds together
I'm glad we didn't listen
Look at what we would be missin'......
Maybe one day...you'll want to be like how we used to be and love me again like how u did before. I need you so much .... baby please dont do this to me...its breakin my heart.
Well anywayz, at the end of the day, wen ure old....and if ure not married and no one is looking afta u or ure just generally feeling poo....ya know i'll be the first on that plane......to see u, take care of u and love u in person. Ima be here for u wheather u notice me or not, wheather ure healthy or ill.......I wanna be there.
Coz I believe that the love we had was ever lasting and I know deep down U know that too and maybe fate will bring us together one day. I wrote our story in this website once...loadsa people emailed me back and sed they felt realli upset after reading it.....but I always tell them not to be, cause i believe in fate....fate bought us together once and made us so content with our life...so now im hoping fate will bring us back together soon......
Brandon Tang, aka, Stephanie's baby, Char siu bau, lo gon, mah baby,So's Tang, shorty's boo..........I LOVE YOU.....yes me....aka....Prett-I, Lo por, char siu so, stephanie, shorty,Brandon's baby,Tang's So.
We were special once...and ima lock all our memories up.....in my heart and neva let them out.......*
Notes From The Author:
You may e-mail me with any comments about my story.
Brandon...ure tha love of my life...forever.
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