I met this amazing guy almost five years ago, one night walking into a bar. A place i swore i would never met a guy. He worked there as a bouncer tough and rough looking but gentle and sweet as well. I was sort of bored waiting for my friends i sat there by the entrance sipping my drink when he appeared. He said how are you? I was shocked this amazing gorgeous guy just asked me how are you...I said fine alittle bored, and waiting for my friends. We started having a good conversation when my friends walked up and said they were ready to go. I said good-bye to him thinking he would never remember who i was. Well about a month or so went by and a bunch of my girlfriends said they wanted to go to this bar, so i agreed got ready and headed in hoping to see him, he was there, i wasn't forsure if he remembered who i was. So as i got to the front of the bar and was getting ready to take out my i.d. he said i know her go ahead and let her in.. I was shocked i said hello sweetly and walked by, i went over to the bar and got my drink. I headed over to the entrance again to start up another one of those amazing conversations. That night i found out that he was dating a girl and had for almost 4 years i knew that was it, i walked myself into a stone wall. We still talked everynight i was there and it has been almost five years and we have been really good friends, about two years ago he broke up with his girlfriend of alittle over 4 years. We still continued to hangout but there is this little something that i can't explain that makes me love him so much. I remember being a little girl and dreaming of guys like this when i got older, of someone like this being my prince charming. And to think that we have been friends this long and he doesnt have a clue in the world that my feeling run so much further than that for him. I can never tell him for the fact that it may make things weird for the two of us and our friendship and i am not sure i am ready to take that step to find out for fear of what i might lose or change forever...!
To this wonderful guy that will never know my true feeling for him..
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