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Love Story #4010
Even though we are still young...it doesnt matter
by Lisa
During the summer, Auguat 2002, i was 13 years old and living in New Jersey and me and my friend were on the internet. Since it was towards the end of the summer we were getting pretty bored so we decided to go in a chat room. so we went in some dance chatroom(because we dance) and started talking. All of a sudden i started to talk to this kid Kyle. He was really nice and i loved talking to him, but he was from Colorado. So as weeks had gone i just couldnt stop talkin to him and we were we were getting closer and closer. we were best friends, we could tell eachother anything knowing that the other would listen wether caring or not. One day kyle had told me that he like dressed gothic sorta...like punk...but he was afraid to tell me before thinking that i wouldnt talk to him anymore, but it didnt bothr me one bit he was still my best friend no matter what. Pretty soon Kyle had to tell me that he was falling deeply in love with me, more then just being me best friend....he wanted more. but i he knew that i really liked this other guy. Well kyle was soo sweet to me all i could say to him was "awwww" he was the sweetest guy ever. He asked me to be his girl plenty of times bfore but i had to say no because i wanted to go out with this othr guy....and he was soo crushed everytime he heard me reject him. (It wasnt that i didnt like Kyle...i loved him... i was just afraid of what everyone would say when i told them i was in love with a kid from colorado)ONe day kyle wasnt on for a couple of days(and that wasnt like him because he was usually on everyday)so we both had eachothers phone number but we hadnt called each other yet because of the distance and the amount of money but i was babysitting my brother one of the nights that kyle wasnt online so i decided to get him a call him. I called and he was soooo surprised he couldnt believe it was actually me and we talked for lik 5 hours that night. Well a couple weeks later kyle couldnt take it anymore, he told me that it was killing him inside that he wasnt not with me and that there was no point in living if i wasnt with him. And his life was not perfect, he made some bad choices but im sure regrets it and he had a dad that beat him up. Kyle wanted to commit suicide. He wanted to because it was the only thing worth living for...but he still wanted to commit suicide because we weren't togethr. All night i tryed talking him out of it....finally i had to go becuase my parents wanted me to go to bed..he had an away message up(for AOL/AIM) and as i was saying bye i told him that i loved him and wouldnt kno wut i would do without him(that was the first time i told him i loved him). All that night i thought about him hoping that he was going to be online when i got home from school the next day. well that day after school i came home and i had got an email from him and he said that he talked to his family and he is going to go get help and that it ment so much to him that i said I LOVE YOU ...if i hadnt he wouldnt b alive. well i started going out with the other guy(anthony) and kyle wasnt happy at all i just had to give anthony a chance because i met him before kyle...but kyle was there for me at all times. i still loved kyle though. well my bithday was on december 12 and i was looking forward to talking to kyle online or the phone or whatever. So i go online after school(we had a half day too!) and i see kyle online but he had an away message up saying that he was sleeping. so it was lik 11:30 at the time and there was a 2 hour difference (9:30 for him) and so i just thought that teenage kids do sleep so ill come online in a little while and talk to him. A little while later i go online and he is still away... so i said to myself that there was noway he could still be sleeping. so i sign off and go online right before dinner and it says that he was STILL sleeping. so i went to my dance class that night from 6pm-9pm, when i got home i went on the internet to see if kyle was on and he wasnt. so i started to talk to one of kyles good friends steve. And all steve said was "Kyles gone" and i flipped because i thoguht he had committed suicide since he was thinking bout it before and we still werent boyfriend and girlfriend yet. so finally steve told me that kyles parents threw kyle on a plane to a bootcamp thing in Utah very early that morning with out saying bye to anyone. I had the worst birthday ever...out of all of the days they sent him away on my birthday!! Well i sent kyle's parents a letter to give to kyle and then a month later i got a letter back and i was soo happy to hear from him!:) so i mailed him back telling him that me n anthony had broken up. On memorial day we got like 2 feet of snow and skool was then closed for 1 week. On Feb 19th i was out in the snow that night with my friend from like 5-9 and every hour kyle was trying to call me and i had no idea. when i finally came inside my dad told me that kyle has been calling and i was lik "stop dad dont play around like" that because i thought he was joking around and then he was lik "he really did" but i still didnt believe him. all of a sudden my phone rings i pick it up and it was kyle!! i was sooo happy!! i couldnt believe it! so we were talking and he was lik i have to ask you something but im too shy to ask it so he made me guess and i couldnt. so he gave me hints and i finally got it...he wanted to ask me out finally but was afraid i would say no...again. so he was "will you??" and i said yes. he was soo happy and so was i...i have always loved kyle and i should have went out with him in the beginning. Well kyle got outa the bootcamp and thats why he called me but he was still in Utah and on Feb 20 he was going to a boarding school in Utah for at least 6 months and every 6 weeks he gets to call me because he gets his visits with his family for 3 days...but me and kyle are finally together now and i have never heard kyle be happier, im so happy that he is finally this happy. His parents are going to fly Kyle to New Jersey once he gets out of boarding school (in atleast 6 months, well now 5) and me and him can finally meet. I feel like ive known kyle for my whole life, and kyles been through alot in his life and he deserves to be happy.Well i love kyle soooo much, we make each other soo happy and distance isnt going to stop me from loving him!:)
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