I mett alex on here one night while trying to get a virus out of my comp. He had helped me out in trying to get in touch with a friend of mine. So I had emailed him thanking him for taking the time to help me. We emailed back and forth a few times before we spoke to one another on an I/M. We became really close friend and were there for one another threw alot of difficulties in one anothers life always lending a shoulder to one another to lean on when needed. Alex had become my best friend, he was the kind of person that you wouldn't think you could ever really find let alone have the chance to get to know or be with. He was the greatest person I had ever mett so it was easy falling in love with him. Neither of us were looking for love at the time he was in colledge for med school at the time. And wasnt wanting any serious relationships so at the time it worked out really good for us both. I dont really know when my feelings for him started to change. I just woke up one day and realised I felt things for him that friends shouldnt feel for one another. So I had decided to approach the subject of it with him and tell him what I felt.He was really quite the gentleman of letting me down easy about that, witch hurt but in turn I knew he wasnt trying to do that he was just being honest with me when he told me he didnt want to have a serious relationship till he was done with his schooling. It was really hard to talk to him without letting on how I felt after that. I just didnt want to end up messing up the friendship we had. We spoke often like every night, and we both had some really hard things to go threw in the time we have known each other. I tried to always be there for him and give him the best advice I could and listen to him when he just needed to vent or needed a shoulder to lean on as he did with me. I cant really say what changed with him, but one day we were talking and he said he loved me and that it was all so new to him. That he felt things for me he hadnt felt before. I was shocked to hear the things he was saying to be honest because I hadnt really expected it with him. It was like a flow of happiness and a completion came over me. We spent many nights just talking and getting to know one another. We were in love, the kind of love most only think of having. On valentines day this year he went and had a ring made for me and had it ingraved. He took something that ment the world to him and turned it into something really beautifull for me. So we both have a sentamental value with that. He touched my heart with that ring. Iv worn it everyday since he sent it to me not once taking it off. We speak now in terms of the future. We have talked of marrying one another and haveing a baby together. We want to build a family together. I can honestly say that he has completed every part of me. HE is everything I could ever dream of having and then some. My life is special because he is in it. He has given me every dream I now have and every thought about the future. I never thought I could love someone the way I do him but he has made me feel things iv never felt before and every day that passes my love for him grows stronger and stronger. When I look at my past and all the hurt and pain I have went threw it was worth it because in that I found him. He makes me who I am today. He showed me how to love again. He tought me the real meaning of true love. My heart beats every sound for him and every breath I breath is filled with the love I feel for him. Alex is the best thing that has ever happened to me, he showed me that life consists of many things. Iv thought alot about the dreams he has and I want to see to it that each one he has comes true, I just want to be a part of them. If ever someone tells me you cant find the love of your life on the internett I would have to argue that because that is where I mett him. and in that I now have a ring on my finger to show how real it is and how much we love one another is shown by the beating of our hearts. I found my soulmate on aol.almost a year ago now. And im going to spend the rest of my life loving him, and being with him. He is my everything.
Alex baby I want you to know that my heart belongs to you. It always has even before I new it. God put me and you together for a reason, I truely believe that. You have become the most important part of my life. And every memory I have of you I will cherish for the rest of my life. I want you to be the last man I love, the last man I am with, the one that I will share my future with and children with everything you have when it comes to a life and a family. and in the end when its my time to go I want you to be the man sitting there holding my hand. I truely believe I came into this world to love you, and im going to leave this world loving you with all my heart. You really are my forever and I love you with all my heart and soul.
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