I have a secret love with my boyfriend who is in enterntainment circle. I still don't understand why he is putting me in secret? why can't he public me to the world? why he can't tell his fans that I'm his girlfriend.I feel sad and don't know why? when he said he loves me so much. He wants to marry me,but why it hards for him to admit me to the public? since many of his fans are curious all time.They thought he doesn't has a girlfriend? He contacts me all the times in secret.
I don't know what to do beside crying. I feel real sad and If he loves me so much.Why he hasn't admit to his fans that he only loves me? I really wish I can have a name in his heart and in public. At least if he admits me that i'm his girlfriend.Then all his fans should know that he has a girlfriend and he gonna marries me soon as possible.
But if he hasn't admit me to the public,i feel so sad even if he contacts me secretly all the times. I feel that I don't have any identity in his life. I feel so sad and my tears want to fall down once again on my face at this sad night. :(
I don't know what to do? even i feel happy about this contact from him,but some how i feel sad. I'm not feeling satisfy because I really want to be in settle relationship with him forever by marriage to him soon. I do not want to just be secret in his heart anymore because it is so painful to be secret.
Whenever i told him all these,he begged me to give him time.That he would do it when his jobs were stable. I waited for him since I was 17 until now I'm 27. We were kind of getting more mature and not young as before anymore. It is the time for our marriage arrives to us. why has to wait? I am so worrying of getting old.
i want to marry with him and have kids with him so much...
i am sad because i am missing him everyday here. How can I not have any thought of missing him when he is not here yet together with me?
Dear Jimmy Lin,
I hope you will admit that you loves me so deep as you told me when we met. I hope all of your fans would know that you loved me very deep and you would only marriage me. I hope all of your words that you told me would be apply publicly,not secretly. Please be consider of my feeling and telling all the truth about ours deep love and ours secret connection for since many years...
Please do it soon as possible,and i will be standing behind you to support you forever.....
i love you always...
YOUR ETERNAL LOVE,
JENNY LIN.....
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