I was an incoming Freshman and I was scared to be going to high school. I hung around my friends for about the first two weeks of school. In my freshman english class there was a Senior who I like a lot! He was so sweet and kind. I wanted to ask him out so bad, but I was also scared! Finally, one day I just decided to ask one of my friends to ask him out for me after class. I was so scared to hear what he said! When she told me that he said "Yes" I was so happy and excited. I finally found a guy that I actually liked and he said he would date me. When we first went out for a date I was so scared and nervous. After that night I thought I was in love! I never wanted him to leave. He came over almost every day after that. We couldn't be seperated. We did everything together everyday!! My mom never could keep me away from him. She tried and tried but it never worked! Whenever he had a basketball game or a baseball game I was there to root him on! Then everything went down hill from there! He asked me to go to prom with him and I accepted! We got lost and ended up on the wrong side of town in Indianapolis. I was a nervous wreck and i started to cry! He yelled at me and cursed at me!! When we finally got to the dance it was alright from there! We had a really good time. I wanted him to stay for a little bit longer at my house when we got back from prom but he couldn't because of his parents. Speaking of his parents, they liked me at the beginning but then they began to hate me!! I did not know why either! I just wanted them to like me like they did at the frist beginning! I did nothing wrong. Our nine month anniversary was coming up and i wanted to do something special with him! The only thing special he did for me was break my heart! I was so toren up by this and i did not eat for almost 3 weeks! I was so depressed and i did not know what to do. I couldn't stop the tears from flowing down my cheeks! My mom tried and tried to cheer me up but it just didn't work! I needed him because he knew all of my problems and he knew how to take care of me if i needed it! He would always say the right things to me and i wouldn't have to worrie about him doing something he wasn't supposed to be doing! I could trust him with all my heart! I loved him with all of my heart and i know he knew that too! He just had to go and breake my heart and leave me there stranded with no one to look out for me! When he broke up with me i felt so little and like a piece of dirt to him! His friends would always stare me down and talk a whole bunch of shit about me and i didn't appericiate it one bit! Two days after he had a girlfriend and he expected me to be over him! I wasn't ! How could i just get over him in a period of two weeks when we had been dating for nine months! He will always have a place in my heart! Hopefully he has saved a place for me too because he will always be my first love! Even though he has another girlfriend i still love him!
I dedicate this story to my ex-boyfriend Blair Ryan Webster!
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