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Love Story #4761
Second Chances for a wrong man
by Mhyls Mabute-Santos
We work in the same company then, when our department decide to transfer me to the department were he been. Its start as acquaintance then he is the man who always support me then and protect me to the other guys and people that criticize me. Until that time i fell in love with him. After two months he propose to marry me. Iam not that sure of him but I say "yes." For I think that he is the one that i've been looking for. Rey and I get married and live together. We were happy then but in our 1 year anniversary i found out that Racquel before me got home, and they meet again. He become cold that moment for he think that they can be together again. He told me all his feelings with Racquel all came back. But then I still stick to live with him because of i have love him that much. Then he decide to go to Saudi because we both have no work that time. I let him even I know that he only want to find Racquel. But I know were ok that time. Iam a spy type of wife, but i never tell him unless that iam much sure that he do things bad for our marriage. I know he had so many girl friends in the internet but then Iam blind to see that coz iam afriad to know the truth..and be left. Rey become cold again in our relationship, he always tell me the he is so busy working. Until after a year there, I finally have the chance to ask what is happening, then he told me that someone send him a letter that I have another man here in philippines, even i tried to tell him that its not true he never believe me. So he told me that he dont want to see me anymore. I almost die that night, trying still to call him but he never answer. For almost several months he never call me and even send me money. Still he never answer my calls. Finally i decide to stop my foolishness and move on. Yes i move on and live my life alone, it is too easy for me because we dont have child who will suffer.
After a year he called. He told me that he will coming home, to me! Iam shock and try to ask him why he leave me before. I was crying that moment and he told me that he never leave me. I told him that we need to talk when he got home.
But then i waited him for months, until one time he called that he is here already, I got mad, coz i thought that Im the one who will pick him up at the airport. For 1 month i found out so many things that he had so many gf in saudi and in net..thats why he had no money when he got home. But still i accept him and live with him again for the sake of marriage. But as times goes by it make hard for me to see things got wrong and worst. Coz we try to work our marriage but not the way we want. We never talk and be together. Until one time i found out that he had another girl. I told him the that lets stop things now, its hard for me to split up coz that time my feeling get worst with him. And still the reason he was telling me that he cant get back his love because he lost his trust on me because he still remember the one who write him the letter. We go separated then, its hard for me but still i need to..even one time i almost commit suicide.
Finally, iam free now, it almost a year and iam almost over him, thinking the past.. iam moving on and having work on my own. Altough i still use his surname i dont care, as long as i can sleep well now and think clearly. I finally have the chance to love my self again. to become free again without him in my life...
Notes From The Author:
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Loving others is not a bad idea, but you have to love more yourself before others. Marriage is not love alone it is respect, trust, and more of faith, that only you two can only give. Failure in marriage doesnt mean you are a failure, It is just a test of your perseverance, at the end they dont know that you are the strongest person because you come to part to end the relationship even you dont want to, but you have to.. Love is noble when you still HOLD ON when you have to move on and MOVE ON when you have to hold on.. Its a matter of choice..
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